02/05/2005

So, I wanted to hold him, 

and the wind was getting colder.

A million thoughts running through my mind...

If only you were not "that" kind...

If you only knew the power within your smile

So strong to build, yet able to kill.

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Eyes that have put a spell on me

I just want to run away and break free.

So many things to know about,

I'll bear them all without a doubt.

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But emptiness has taken your senses,

and my feelings are getting so reckless...

And I feel you strong, and yet, you are so tender...

I thank God, I will surrender...

And with my moon there, shining for us,

my thoughts died suspended...

But I'll be close once more, being blissfully mistaken.

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And here she comes

And all has ended

You don't look at me

You are not that tender

Blindness please take me!

To block away this pain I'm facing

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-Strength, became a deserter-

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And time goes on

And time goes careless

And now I lie

I lay so faithless

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She doesn't know

Doesn't seem to get it:

A whole life in his hands

A heart so mistaken

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The soundless voice

Those silent cries

Kept away,

Being faceless

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It dies again

It dies unknown

I die restless

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Don't know why

What to expect

I tried so hard

I just don't get it

Yet, still I run

Can't bear to face it

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Like this I play

To hide and seek

Within my soul

Within my dream

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Today I long 

For time to fade it

Break this shadow, shove the pain, the tears... the fear...

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*I thought he could make it....*